am back babe:)

Hey guys i'm back! First of all, so sorry for not updating my blog for a really long time. Hadn't got the time to update it lately. Well Shash here you go, my new update. Hehe. Well life seems kinda great this days. I think i've got rid of the most suckish part of my life. You just have to forget it sometimes, don't you?!
Well school has been awesome these days. But my gang and I always get caught in the class for not passing up our homework. Hehe nothing new, isn't it?? Kavisha has been really cute this days. She acting 'so not like a girl'. But the most fun time goes in tuition like usual:))) Time has been passing on so fast and PMR is so freaking near and i'm not prepared at all!! I'm guess i'm so gonna die this year:( Its only 6 months away. Ain't it fast?!
Anyways i've got nothing much to write about this time. I'll try my best to update my blog whenever i get the time.

Its the worst thing:(

Does this always have to happen to me?? Everytime i get a happiness I'll loose it the next day. Why?? Others can get what they want but not me. Why?? Did i do anything wrong until i deserve it this bad?? All i need is the answers to my questions WHY?? My mind is seriously not with me at all. I'm feel like i'm not myself anymore! I want to be myself again!! I really do!! I wanna be the girl that used to be the noisiest girl in class. The girl that laugh the most in a day. The girl that used to love hanging out with her friends and had lots of stories to talk bout. I wanna be myself again. I miss being myself. But i cannot forget you! I need to admit something. I always said that you wasn't the one of the most important thing in my life. But i'm admitting it right now you was and you still are!! Couldn't those 4 months be longer?? I miss you. I miss those times we spent together. Thank you so much for all the happiness you gave me and all the smiles you brought on my face. I wolud never forget the time we spent together. I'll never forget that. You always said that you wouldn't leave me but at the end you still did rite?? You broke your promise! And you brought tears into my eyes. I can never forget that! Everytime i look at you now there would definetly be tears in my eyes. That's how hurt i am. But what would you understand? You'll never understand me. Just get off my mind. Please let me go. Let me go. I cannot focus on anything anymore. I just want to be myself back. I try my best to smile all the time but once i'm home thats it i'm back to the normal life full of tears! I'm trying my best to move on and i wish i can. I just feel like crying and shouting aloud. I really feel like doing that but its no use. It wouldn't lessen the pain in my heart rite?? I hate everything's that going on right now. I just hate it:( Find me a way!!
This was suppose to be private and confidential but it doesn't really matter anymore now!
Thanks for those who actually wasted your time reading my complains!!
I just needed to let everything out so i did.

Hey Guys
I'm so sorry for the late update. I've been kinda busy for the last few weeks and didn't got the time to update my blog and i was also kinda lazy to update it. Hehe
But I'm back now!!
My birthday was great this year. Well it falls on a Monday which is apparently on a schooling day.
It was so fun!!
Got a few gifts from my beloved retarded friends
Here are the pictures of a few of the gifts that i got


This lovely card is from Sandy-Mandy.
She also gifted me a pretty bracelet with the. It's hanging around our picture.
Love you my gas ass boyfriend. You're superbly the best. I wonder who would I be without you! Thank you for the gift. In fact thank you for everything.

This is from Nisha. My dog!!
Thank You so much!
You're the best too. I wouldn't be this retarded without you.

This cute puppy is from Ting Ting:)
There's also a pendant with the puppy.
She also wrote me a letter saying that she's sorry because she couldn't get me a better gift and she'll get me another one when she goes out shopping.
But I love this gift and there's no need to get me another gift:)
You're the best sis ever!! xD

Thanks a lot Kavisha for this beautiful chain.
Its lovely :D


Vicky, thanks a lot for this pretty pair of earings.
You're the best cow. haha.

This is from RK and the gorgeous Ritya.
Thanks guys.
Didn't actually thought that you guys would remember my birthday:) xD

This is from my lovely aunt and my cousin sister.
It's a very pretty book.
Was surprised that my aunt actually remembered my birthday cause she usually intends to forget every others birthday.
So thanks for the gift and especially thanks for remembering my birthday:)

I also got a birthday treat from my parents.
They brought me shopping and told me to pick anything i want on that day since its my birthday.
On weekend they brought me to Swensens since i love ice cream
Well, for those who haven't been to Swensens yet, you should try the ice cream there!!
You can never find that kind of ice cream anywhere else:)
Before I forget, thank you so much to those who stayed up till 12 midnight to just be the first one to wish me.
I won't really be blogging that often since its PMR this year and exams would be in a week or two time.
Ill try my best blogging if I'm free.

---About ME---

[x] Name: Navjit Kaur

[x] Eye colour: Darkish brown.

[x] Hair colour: Darkish brown

[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty. :D

[x] Zodiac sign: Capricon baby.

---YOU PREFER---

[x] Pepsi or coke: Definitely Coke :D

[x] McDonald’s or Burger King : MCD! (:

[x] Adidas or Nike: Both will do.

[x] Chocolate or vanilla: For sure Chocolate! I hate Vanilla.

[x] Cappuccino or coffee : None.

---DO YOU---

[x] Smoke : No.

[x] Take a shower : Three times in a day ;)

[x] Have a crush[es] : Maybe.

[x] Do you think you’ve been in love? : Yes, and I hope I would again.

[x] Want to get married : Nop. Never thought bout it yet.

[x] Believe in yourself : Not at this point that i am now!

[x] Play an instrument : Nope. I'm talentless.

---HAVE YOU EVER---

[x] Missed school because it was raining? : Nope.

[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them? : Yup.

[x] Cried during a Movie? : Yes yes yes.

[x] Had a crush on a teacher? : Sadly, no.

[x] Been in a fight: A few arguments.

---NUMBER OF---

[x] Number of boyfriends/Girlfriends you’ve had: =X

[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: Not many but enough for me!

[x] Number of CDs that I own: Kinda lots.

[x] Number of tattoos: None.

[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: Banyak banyak! Too many! It's uncountable.

---DO YOU BELIEVE IN---

[x] Yourself: Nope.

[x] Your friends: Yes, my close ones.

[x] Santa Claus: Yup.

[x] Ghosts: Yesh yesh..

[x] God: Yes. :D

---FRIENDS AND LIFE---

[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Yup I wish!! My name is so odd!

[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Had. Past tense.

[x] Do you like anyone?: Used too but that no longer matters now:(

[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Everybody is different in their own way.

[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Jo Yee!! :D

[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Hmmm lots but i'll just name you a few of them. Sandy, Kavisha, Nisha, Ramona, Vicky and the list still goes on but this are the foursome that i talk to the most. :D

[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: Being happy and satisfied.

[x] Worst Feeling?: Emo and loosing your loved ones ):

---IN THE LAST 24 HOURS---

[x] Cried: Yes.

[x] Worn jeans: Yup.

[x] Met someone: Of course.

[x] Talked on the phone: Yeahh. With Nisha. ;D

---OPPOSITE SEX---

[x] Best eye color: Anything that suits the person.

[x] Best hair color: Anything that suits the person.

[x] Best height: Definitely slightly taller than me.

[x] Best weight: Doesn't matter.

[x] Best first date location: A place where only us matter.

8 person to TAG:

Sandy
Nisha
Vicky
Vanessa
Wen Ting
Lakshmi
Sharkena
Amanda

Happy Birthday Navjit:)

ANOTHER DAY FOR MY BIRTHDAY:)
19 JANUARY 2009:)

Life Nowadays

First of all, i would like to apologise for not been blogging for a long time. I was kinda bz and had no time to blog. Sry guys.
Well school's great this year but it had been hard for me to wake up so early in the morning:(
When ever i reach home after school i'll fall asleep. In fact most of the classes are so boring that I intend to fall asleep. Haha
I'm sitting at the end of the class and the last row on the left.
I hardly get to hear what teacher says in class??!!
I''m sitting with Sandy this year! Well she's the most gayest and the most retarded person in my class.
And guess what?? Suraj is sitting right beside us!! We're like torturing him the whole day!!
Its so fun in school!

But there's only 266 days more left for PMR! I'm not ready yet i guess:(
Time is passing by so fast.
I feel like PMR is by the corner.
12 OCTOBER 2009!!

Btw morning session prefection board is totally different then the afternoon session prefecion board!! I prefer the morning one. Though the rules are more tight..

I will not really be blogging that often any longer.
I promise I'll blog when i'm free
Gtg for now!!
Cya

What you see or think is usually not true:(