It was an awesome day today! Everything went on fine(: Before texting out anything i would wanna wish Sir Samy a very Happy Birthday!! Sorry, make that a Happy Belated Birthday!! His birthday was yesterday but we celebrated it today. Sir said it was his 9th cake! Can u imagine it?! I bet he would be fed up of eating cakes in the past three days(: But who would get fed up of eating CHOCOLATE cake?? Its just the best!

We went for tuition around 3pm though class is at 3.45pm. We bought a huge chocolate fudge cake!! Yummy(: Hungry?? We waited for sir to come into the class. He showed up kinda late today. I guess he was busy finishing up the 'cakes' at home(: He was actually surprised when we throwed up a surprise party for him! There were tears in his eyes. He may be hard on the outer but hez a very nice person in the inner. I never noticed that till today.

And i never thought *you* would actually turn up today. Thanks a lot(: U made my day! And cheer up(: You cannot do anything about it, right? I don't wanna be apart from you neither but if u really have to go, then its to be fated that way): I cannot do anything to change it even if i want to. But what i know now is that i don't wanna loose you. So just cheer up yourself for now(: But always remember that I Love You and i would always do(:

Do we really have to be apart again?!
I don't wanna loose you again!
You'll still end up leaving me):

Exams are done finally(:
But there's no time for *Hooray* cause the Mid-Term exams will be in TWO weeks time!!
Pffsh** I really hate exams! And this time my marks seriously sucked to hell!!
I guess i'll just have to put everything aside and start studying! Come on, its only 5 MONTHS left! Don't you want those 7a's Nav?! GET GOING BABE!
Time's like just getting faster and PMR's like so close as if its in a month or two):

Exams):

Exams were today. Believe me i was freaking tuff! I think i'm so gonna die for this exams!! Wat else could i actually hope for? I didn't study so there's nothing wrong in actually not getting high marks. Its totally my fault in this): I promise i'll start studying for the next exams (that's what i say when every exam finishes)(:
Guess wat we didn't had to separate our tables(: So the smart ass was right beside me but still i decided not to play cheat for this exam. I wonder why?! Teacher kept on keeping an eye on Suraj n me since what happened in the last exam.
Everyone kept on studying and studying (pretenders)(:! I guess i would most probably be left behind this time): Exams are to be continued tomorrow. We've got another 3 more subjects left. And after that woo!! I'm free baby(:
Actually i should be studying right now. I've no idea why i came out here to blog out something?! So i better get going now!

Quizzy Time(:

Do you think somebody likes the same that you do?
I don't know(:

What's your opinion on pot?

You mean Persatuan Orang Tinggi?! I'm so not in it cause I'll too short):

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?

Sandy?? Yup i would love to give her another kiss(:

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Myself.:p

Do you listen to songs when you're down?

Yup but i intend to get more emo-ier sometimes.

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?

Nop. When i do, don't worry i'll tell(:

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?

Depends. If i'm excited or happy bout something, i wouldn't sleep all night. And if i'm too tired, it just takes a little time for me to knock doze off.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?

Pot?!

Have you ever been kissed in a bedroom?

Nop.

Is there someone you will never forget?

Make that cannot forget. Yup.

Do you like somebody right now?

Yup. But does it still matter??

Where is your ex right now?

Am i suppose to know??

What do you currently hear right now?

Gives You hell by All American Rejects!!

Has anyone ever broken your heart?

Yes. Could I blame them for doing that?

Is there anyone you trust 100%?

Yeah.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?

I have no idea. I never had my 1st.

Last place you went to that took more than 15 minutes and when?

Tuition??

Will this weekend be a good one?

Hopefully.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?

Nahh..

What would your name be with the first three letters?
Nav:D

Are you someone who worries too often?

I go with the flow.

Would you ever donate blood?

Definitely. Its on my list.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?

Depends.

What was the last thing you cried about?

I've got a new pimple?! I know it sounds like the most stupid thing to cry about but its true!

Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?

Sweet(:

Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
I don't know.

Do you get distracted easily?
Yes. =X

Who sits in front of you in math class?

Daniel(:

Do you like to cuddle?

Yup(:

When's the last time you laughed really hard?

Yesterday in tuition.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
On my sofa.

Would you ever get a tattoo?

Maybe.:)

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J or C?

Yup(:

What are you wearing? Are you decent?
T-Shirt and shorts. I don't know.

Do you currently have a boyfriend?
Nop. Not for now.

Who was the last person you talked to?
My mum.

Do you love the friends you have?
Of course. They're the best. My life woluld be a disaster without them. You guys rock:D

Where was the last place you've gone to? Was it fun?
Tuition. When is tuition not fun?! But it was much more fun after the class(:

What's the 5 hatest thing in your life?
1. Pimples!!
2. I need bracers.
3. Being too short.
4. Getting hurt.
5. Sucking marks!

If u had the chance to change something in your life, what would change?
Something? I wanna change many things!!

What do your friends name you?
Nav:D

Do you think you're trustable?
Idk. I don't judge myself.

Do people easily fool you?
Sometimes.

Do people get into your business?
Maybe.

Who are they?
Anoymous.

Can you last in a relationship for more than 5 years?

I can but can he??

Is it true that first love will never be forgotten?

Not for me.

Is your life private?

Not really.:D

Why's that?

I get close to people too fast sometimes.

Are you drinking right now?

Nahh.

Who's hurt you the most?
Why do i have to tell you?

Taggggg

1. Sandy.

2. Nisha.

3. Vanessa.

4. Amanda.

5. Vicky.

6. Ting Ting.

7. Shashfiny.

am back babe:)

Hey guys i'm back! First of all, so sorry for not updating my blog for a really long time. Hadn't got the time to update it lately. Well Shash here you go, my new update. Hehe. Well life seems kinda great this days. I think i've got rid of the most suckish part of my life. You just have to forget it sometimes, don't you?!
Well school has been awesome these days. But my gang and I always get caught in the class for not passing up our homework. Hehe nothing new, isn't it?? Kavisha has been really cute this days. She acting 'so not like a girl'. But the most fun time goes in tuition like usual:))) Time has been passing on so fast and PMR is so freaking near and i'm not prepared at all!! I'm guess i'm so gonna die this year:( Its only 6 months away. Ain't it fast?!
Anyways i've got nothing much to write about this time. I'll try my best to update my blog whenever i get the time.

Its the worst thing:(

Does this always have to happen to me?? Everytime i get a happiness I'll loose it the next day. Why?? Others can get what they want but not me. Why?? Did i do anything wrong until i deserve it this bad?? All i need is the answers to my questions WHY?? My mind is seriously not with me at all. I'm feel like i'm not myself anymore! I want to be myself again!! I really do!! I wanna be the girl that used to be the noisiest girl in class. The girl that laugh the most in a day. The girl that used to love hanging out with her friends and had lots of stories to talk bout. I wanna be myself again. I miss being myself. But i cannot forget you! I need to admit something. I always said that you wasn't the one of the most important thing in my life. But i'm admitting it right now you was and you still are!! Couldn't those 4 months be longer?? I miss you. I miss those times we spent together. Thank you so much for all the happiness you gave me and all the smiles you brought on my face. I wolud never forget the time we spent together. I'll never forget that. You always said that you wouldn't leave me but at the end you still did rite?? You broke your promise! And you brought tears into my eyes. I can never forget that! Everytime i look at you now there would definetly be tears in my eyes. That's how hurt i am. But what would you understand? You'll never understand me. Just get off my mind. Please let me go. Let me go. I cannot focus on anything anymore. I just want to be myself back. I try my best to smile all the time but once i'm home thats it i'm back to the normal life full of tears! I'm trying my best to move on and i wish i can. I just feel like crying and shouting aloud. I really feel like doing that but its no use. It wouldn't lessen the pain in my heart rite?? I hate everything's that going on right now. I just hate it:( Find me a way!!
This was suppose to be private and confidential but it doesn't really matter anymore now!
Thanks for those who actually wasted your time reading my complains!!
I just needed to let everything out so i did.