Sobb!!

Nobody needs me in their life
Why would anyone need me if even my own friends don't need me
i seem like something that can be used and can be thrown away later
Why does this always happen to me
I was already very happy for the past few weeks
AND NOW I am just back to normal
I wish I had an angel in my life to solve my problems
Some people just don't get me
OK I get it
Maybe sometimes its just that me the one who causes a problem but I don't cause it for fun
Get that in your head lar PEOPLE
AND I really miss someone today, I really do
I don't want anything special
I just want back my happiness
I really want that back
Will anyone give that back to me
Maybe I'm just being paranoid but...
I really don't understand what to do
Now days its getting harder for me to trust people
Even my own friends
Everyone that I've trusted in my life always betrayed me
What is happening
Am I just very unlucky or what???
I really wonder
Is there really any angel or angel only appears in your sweet dreams???