I MISS YOU!!

KNNR

I LOVE YOU:)

Owh,
I have started studying my Sejarah already
I have to get high ranking in class this time and also good results
I scored really badly in the last exam
Even Amanda overtook me in the last exams's class ranking
I have to score higher marks in the next exams
OMG!!
I keep on remembering when that when the day PMR ends this year
I am sitting for the next badge for PMR!!
I have to bear that in my head
I am trying my best to cope up with what i can now
I am so scared and nervous now itself ady
Good luck to all those who are sitting for PMR this year
Especially Tingting
Good luck k
Study hard
I'll pray for you
Love you

Tomorrow, I've got tuition!!
I just love going tuition
I feel that i'm so lucky to have the three of you
You guys are superbly the best of all
Its just sometimes I just don't get you guys
I try to but i can't
Most of the times you guys do not get me
We are just different in this way
I almost tore our friendship because of a stupid thing
I do not believe i could do that
I am so sorry
I realise my mistake now
It was my fault
Lucky you guys stopped me from making a big mistake
I'm glad everything is kinda fine among us
'KINDA'
I guess so
Well
I talked to Nisha for around an hour on the phone yesterday
Ooo
My dad's gonna scold when he sees the phone bill
Then later, I talked to Kasturi for around 10 minutes on the phone
Then my idiotic brother was being jealous cause its always me the the one using the phone all the time and nobody says anything but whenever my brother uses the phone everyone will start scolding him
Good for you, You deserve it!!
Haha
He always complains about me to my mum
Huh!! and sometimes he even lies
AND I HATE LIARS
No matter how small is the lie i still cannot take it as long as its a lie

And Kavi the monkey
I told you everything already
And you've also told me everything
Mine is better than yours k
Don not deny it
LOL
just accept the fact
HAHAHA
Hmm
I had fun talking to you on the phone yesterday Nisha
Like usual we crapped and talked bout nonsense
I just hope you'll come tomorrow
Try to come
I am just scared that sir will scold you if you do not come
But if you cannot i understand
Its important for you to got to the temple to
Just hope your dad will get well soon
k
Chill
We're always there for you
AND I am sorry if i've ever hurt you
Loosing you its like loosing my life
ILY:)

School wasn't really that fun today
Everyone seems to be ending like a weirdo nowadays
Lots of them had been acting weird

And YOU!!
Mr..
Who gave you the right to yell at me
I was just asking you whether was he lying or are you
And you yelled at me for no reason
I swear if Cik Kamalamalar wasn't there I would have yelled at you back
Try controling your anger next time
Yopu don't have the rights to yell at me
You better watch out tooo

That day we went for steamboat
We as in Jo Yee, Jo Ven, Jo El and all mummy's friends
We went there to celebrate Jo Ven's bithday
Oooo
The food was delicious
I ate the most like usual
I don't know how can i eat so much and mantain my body at the same time
Weird right??
Pictures later!!

Sandy drew a picture of me
Picture later
She is so good at drawing
I love you so much Sandy
That's what you call 'beauty with the brains'
Right, Fatty chicken??

Owh,
yesterday was kinda boring at tuition
Like usual i was the last one to complete writing my notes
Its normal
AND yesterday sir didn't ask any questions cause we were short of time
I write damn slow
AND guess what
Yesterday when my dad came and pick me up, before i even entered into the car
I saw so many coackroaches
Eww!!!
And i shouted like a nerd
People must be thinking that i'm some sort of retarted person!!
Huh!!
And my dad was laughing at me
Naughty dad!!!

I AM NOT AFRAID TO SAY I LOVE YOU
ILY:)

I am so glad everything between us is settle
everything
i guess i ws in the wrong thinking that i should not trust you
i am so sorry
i don't know why did i blamed you for everything
it was also my fault in it
i love you so much till i was scared you will do something to hurt me and at the same time i was scared to loose you
i am so sorry
i just hope you forgive me for what i did
Now i get it what was you trying to tell me
i know at first i was the only one talking and kept on talking and yelling at you bout it and i never even gave you a chance to explain from your side
i'm glad everything is clear now
i know the truth and everything else
and our friendship is back to normal
And
Kasturi, thanks for the information you found out for me
thanks for everyhting you guys did for me
i'll never forget it
that's why i always say
nothing beat you guys
You guys are the best
Not forgetting you too my fatty chicken, Sandy
i love all you guys

I just wish the smile that i just got back on my face will not vanish in the next few days
i'll just pray it remains on my face!!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!
AND NOT FORGETTING YOU TOO!!

Will everything last this time??
OR
Will it just vanish like flipping fingers??

EMO:(

Sobb!!

This month has been a very bad and unlucky month for me
I hate this month
Day by day there are more tears in my eyes
Everyday i get a bad news

Nisha
remember u promised me something
And i am looking forward for you to never break that promise
The news you gave me really hurts me
I cannot take it
And i do not know why am i behaving weird to you
I am so sorry if i was harsh on you but i never meant to
i am really sorry
Maybe if there was someone else at your place i would not really mind and just let that person to go with him
But this is you Nisha
You play one of the most important role in my life
You are my best friend
I am the closest to you

I feel like trusting you but the next second i'll change my mind thinking should i trust you or not??
I know you don not like the way i am behaving these few days since you gave me that news
That's because i am scared
I am afraid of loosing you and him
I love you guys a lot
And I do not know how would my life be without you guyz
I do not want our friendship to just end like that
I do not want our friendship to end because of him
I just do not want to loose him
I do not know whether do you understand me or not

U promised me that you will not do something
And if you still break that promise of yours and go ahead,
I guess that's the end of our friendship
I know you think that i am i overacting and behaving so childish

i know
But put yourself at my place and you'll understand me
I guarantee you
Trying putting yourself at my place
If Ramona can understand me why not you and Kasturi

I do not know how else to explain to you
I just do not know
I have tried my level best telling you bout it
But i do not think you seem to understand
I always thought no matter what happens we will never break our friendship
And we will remain best friends forever (BFF)
I know you must be a bit annoyed after reading my blog
You must be thinking lotz of things
Why did i wrote all this on my blog
That's because i want you understand what i want to tell you
I cannot find any other way to explain to you
Its because i feel weird facing you this few days

I want our friendship to remain forever