Telling It Out

Y am i alwayz so unlucky
y does god alwayz giv me nothing bet sadness
y does he do that to me y??

Amanda i hate u
u purposely didn't put me, vicky and kavisha in..
we r ur only best frenz
and u did that to us..
how could u..

do u noe that when we all had misunderstandings kavisha and vicky wanted to break up our friendship.. and me too..
then i thought how would i feel if u guys leave me alone by myself one day..
and then i made the decision that we cannot leave u..
no matter wat u r still our friend..
it was so hard to convince Vicky and Kavisha to continue this relationship but at the end i managed to convince them

DO U NOE THAT!!!!

i hate u
now i regret y did i accept u back
y the heal did i do that..
yyyyyyyyy?????
i am alwayz unlucky
y does my frenz alwayz hurt me...

sumtimes kavisha leaves me..
and sumtimes vicky too

y do u all do that to me..
do u all hate me..
huh??
tell me plz...

kavisha
sumtimes u dun share ur secrets and problems wif me
n leave me alone sumtimes
y do u do that
and u even start being selfish sumtimes and when there is a chance where i will be alone u will always take that chance and leave me alone
y do u do that to me...

And vicky
u alwayz leave me alone in the clazz
and i have to sit alone..
and u over react sumtimes
y do u guys do that to me
aren't i ur fren..

even today during KH claz again i was left alone rite..
see

if u all hate me so much and dun trust me at all then why u guys call urself my best frenz!!!
y???

its not ur fault
its my lucks fault
i am memang unlucky
tell me
is there any day where i din weep my tears..
i cry each and everyday thinking how is my life goin to end up like..
how???!!!???

sandy thanks 4 accompaning me for this week
i lurve u so much!!
muaxxx

too much to say

lotz of things happened this week
sandy had so many problems that she had to go through
these problems were really serious this time..
she didn't wanted to share it with her gang so she came and told us her problems
us as in Me, Vicky, Kavisha, Amanda, Sangitaa, Shashfiny and Darshaini
she had some misunderstandings wif her frenz..
we tried our best to help her to solve her problems
for this few days she was spending much more time wif us than her gang...
i told her how many times to go and talk to them but she didn't want to...
she was with us all day
and then that day when we was going for KH clazz
sandy instead of following her gang she followed us and i saw joey telling Rissara and Brenda sumthing pointing at Sandy
Joey was also wondering y is Sandy like that
Joey was so sad
i felt like going on the spot and telling Joey everything but i was helpless coz
sandy stopped me!!!
Soon slowly by slowly..
we got Sandy back with her gang again..
Sandy u will neva be happy without them
They r one of the reasons of ur happiness
nobody would ever wanna loose wonderful frenz lie wat u got..
look at me until today i dun have a true fren..
u r considered really lucky to have them.. do u noe that...
n i was also so scared thinking that Joey will be thinking that i am trying to separate her and her frenz..
Really Joey i didn't even think about doing that in my dreams also
until today i really admire ur friendship with Brenda, Rissara and Sandy...
i always wished that i had frenz like that...
but too bad its not in my luck to have such frenz