Hate It!!!

i hate this week
this week is one of my worst weeks in my life till now...
y am i so unlucky
arghhh

i am so damn bloody pissed off again
no one understands me
no one at all
even my 'so called' best friends Vicky and Kavisha dun get me..
i am sure they hate me to hell

u noe sumthing
well i am not the type who lurves hiding sumthing about my life from everyone coz i noe if i do that i will get too stressed up...
that's y i prefer telling it out all on my blog

well this week,
after recess on wednesday, i had to report a guy coz got sum problem...
then i told KAVISHA to accompany me, so she followed..
prefects were having seniors meeting in the bd room so we waited for seniors to come out

and then one by one came out
then shash asked me y r u here
then i said i want to report a guy, then she asked Kavisha y r u here... she said Navjit asked me to follow her...

then i said where got, i din even ask u to follow... actually i forgotten that i told her to accompany me.. well my memory is not that good..
i am such a FORGETFUL person and kavisha noes that..
she was so damn bloody angry wif me when i returned to claz..
saw that even she don't understand me...
she sat all alone and i tried my level and level best to convince her but she is egoish that she dun even want to see my sorry face..

saw that
do u call that a fren
who doesn't even get you...

n on that same day itself before rcess and before she fought wif me
we were so happy laughing and laughing

and then kavisha like took out her small little clean and clear book to do maths working in it and then she showed us sumthing stupid which was the lettes of her name on each one and another page and when it came to the letter 'A' which is the ending of her name she said owh u guys cannot read this ready sorry... then we all gave a face and then she said i'll tell u later vicky and for Navjit owh i can't show it to u
wat does that means she is hiding sumthing bout me..

and then later on vicky got angry wif sumthing and kavisha asked vicky y u so angry... is there anything and then vicky said umm i'll tell u later there's sumthing...

u see!!! they are hiding lotz of things from me...
they hate me
when ever they talk rite they will like have their own secrets together...
and they will neva tell it to me and Amanda..

y does this always happen to me huh
hate my life

and u noe sumthing
i am not the only person who doesn't biliv in god
i found a partner ady..
sandy is the one...
we both don't biliv in god..
she dun biliv that god created the world and i dun biliv in god coz god has given me nothing in my life till today... he din give me friends nor happiness nor the smart brains!!! nothing, so y must i biliv he exists...

do u noe
every single day i cry
sandy thinks my life is betta then hers and i am simplily jz behaving childish..
that's all wrong
i have seen life more than you..
really

my life is completely a disaster
I am the UNLUCKIEST gurl on earth
when will be the happiest person on the earth for a day!!!
jz a single day..

i really wonder will that day even come???
well amanda thanks for ur company..
if u wasn't wif me i would be all alone in this world..
and i thought so many bad bad things bout you
i am so so so sooo sorry!!!
i really meant it..
i thought u was 'teruk' but u turned out to be so gud..

like wat people says you won't noe the real about that persomn till u luk inside her/his
heart...

and yeah
there is a new guy in my claz
his name is BRYAN TEH and he is so cute...
he is pretty smart
his english is also so perfect

i guess that's all for this week